A few words...  / Erin Davis (none)
I've never met any of the Alvarez family; however I did have a chance conversation with Belia and I was blown away with her story and how strong she's stayed throughout something that a mother should never have to deal with. You're an inspiration to all that is lucky enough to have met you and I wish the best of luck and condolences to you and the rest of the  Alvarez family.


“Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening but no matter how hard death tries it can't separate people from love. It can't take away [our] memories either. In the end life is stronger than death.” -Unknown Close

A Meeting With Belia  / Victoria Hadick (Not)

Today is Nov 3, 2007 and I had gone into CVS and by chance met the love Mother of these boys.  My name is Victoria and the girl at the check out had asked her about the picture that hung around her neck.  She began the story of the 3 murders of her three sons and it captured my heart.  There is no doubt in my heart that God has given her a work to do here on this earth and in following her story it sounds as if she is doing a good job for him.  Belia we don't even know each other but you were such an inspiration to me as I had in the past a two year old nephew killed by a drunk driver at 10:30 in the morning and have been on the victim side too.  It was my sister's baby.  I just wanted to say to you keep on doing your work showing your faith in God and that I am so proud that our paths crossed.  If there is anything I can do to help put the murderers in prison let me know.  God Bless you and your family and congratulations on your new lil Victoria.

Lovelingly,
Victoria Hadick

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Easter Wishes  / Melissa Eiler (Visitor)

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god uses ordinary people to carry out his extraordinary plan.  / Belia Alvarez (mother)

 JESSE ERIC and MANUEL2I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.JUST TO HOLD YOU AND HEAR YOUR VOICES TELL ME YOUR COMING HOME .LATER TODAY WHATS FOR DINNER MOM.CAUSE I MISS YOU NEED TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAY AT WORK.THE PEOPLE I INTERVIEWED TODAY.I WISH I COULD HELP ALL OF THEM.JESSE I REALLY NEED YOU TO HELP ME WITH THIS HEART ACHE.YOU ALWAYS SAID GOD LISTEN TO YOU AND HELPED YOU .TELL YOUR BROTHERS THAT I LOVE YOU AND THEM SO VERY VERY MUCH.ERIC NOV.13 APPROACHES  AND THAT IS KILLING ME.THREE ANGELS IN HEAVEN I CAN'T TO THIS DAY BELIEVE ITS TRUE.YOU HAVE DEPARTE D  FROM ME.BY THE EVIL HAND OF MURDERS.GOD,GRAND ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE.COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN,AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.

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to my loving daddy  / Desiree Alvarez (your loving daughter )
Dear Daddy, I share your blood and heart i love you dearly.Daddy the memory that i wont forget is the time i climbed on your back and we started laughing or the time you told my what i wanted for christmas but,I didn't think that was the last moment we would share.Only if i would have known, its hard stepping out of the house or having a good time.Mom says that my smile remines her of you. Mom says that the day i was born and the moment i saw you i wrapped my hands around your finger as if I've know you forever.Daddy the thing is iam still holding on tightly iam never letting go. Close

The Lord Said...  / Mandy Alvarez (sister)
THE LORD SAID...

I WILL LEND YOU, FOR A TIME MY SON SO THAT YOU WILL LOVE HIM WHILE HE IS ALIVE IT MAY BE A DAY, A MONTH, A YEAR... UNTIL I CALL ON HIM. WILL YOU WATCH OVER HIM? I WANT HIM TO LEARN TO LIVE, I HAVE SEARCHED FOR A TEACHER, AND HAVE CHOSEN YOU. WILL YOU TEACH HIM? WHICH IS THE CORRECT PATH TO FOLLOW...I CANNOT PROMISE THAT HE WILL STAY WITH YOU I HAVE ONLY LENT HIM TO YOU FOR WHAT COMES FROM THE EARTH WILL RETUN TO ME. HE WILL PROVIDE YOU WITH TENDERNESS, HAPPINESS AND ALL THE UNDERSTANDING OF HIS YOUTH THE DAY THAT I CALL ON HIM YOU WILL NEITHER CRY NOR HATE ME FOR RETURNING HIM TO ME. HIS ABSENCE WILL BE FILLED WITH MANY ENJOYABLE MEMORIES AND YOU WILL BEGIN TO SAY WITH HUMBLE APPECIATION

LORD DO AS YOU WILL.
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A mothers ache and pain  / Belia Alvarez (mother)

My darling son Eric . We made many memories, but not enough. Everyday I listen and look all around and wait to see if I am going to wake up from this extremely dreadful nightmare. I can't persuade my self to cope. Eric I truely trust Jesus, but the acheing pain doesn't stop. I miss my baby boys so very, very, very much. I need you guys to smile, laugh, cry and share so many wonderful things. With me and the rest of the family, I always keep you in my heart and mind. Eric I live my life by beauitful memories I store .Eric your dad thinks about you alot. Sometimes he puts a smile on my face. When he tells me something he recalls about you that was really funny. ERIC I feel so blessed to share my birthday with you. Because your one of my greats blessing and gift on earth from Jesus. Tell Jesus and your brothers I love you all a whole alot for eternity. Love mom always

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NOW THAT I AM GONE  / Brian Helmbrecht (a Brother Of God )
Now that I am gone,
remember me with smiles and laughter.
And if you need to cry,
cry with your brother or sister
who walks in grief beside you.
And when you need me,
put your arms around anyone
and give to them what you need to give to me.
There are so many who need so much.
I want to leave you something --
something much better than words or sounds.
Look for me in the people I've known
or helped in some special way.
Let me live in your heart
as well as in your mind.
You can love me most
by letting your love reach out to our loved ones,
by embracing them and living in their love.
Love does not die, people do.
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to u in heaven  / Brian Helmbrecht (A Careing Person )
A MAN WHO LOOSES A PARENT IS A ORPHAN A MAN WHO LOOSES HIS WIFE IS A WIDOWER A WOMAN WHO LOSES HER HUSBAND IS A WIDOW THERE IS NO NAME FOR A PARENT THAT LOOSES THEIR CHILD FOR THERE IS NO WORD TO DESCRIBE SUCH PAIN...
Belia Alvarez  thank you so much for going to my father site you must have a heart of gold . i am so sorry to here about the lose of your sons it is to sad that the had to leave so early and life but the lord had a job for them in heaven . I look at life like this life thros many curves but with each cureve you incounter u must have hope and faith that each day foward will bring a nother day of happiness may your family be blessed my god and may u rest knowing that your sons are in haven with thier father from above and also my father. youare a great person  Belia may u be blessed with great thing and i will pray with u .. may u take care .. Love you as i  love all god children ..Brian   write Soon Close

In Memory of Both Alvarez Boys  / Ruth Marin-Eason (Friend of Belia Eric's Mom )
Belia, and family this is a beautiful site!
My prayers are always with you.

Jesse and Eric, You both have a wonderful family that was
left behind It's being a delightful pleasure to have met them
They love and miss you both very much, and I know you both 
are watching over them. That is what keeps them going.
God Bless You All.

A MILLION TIMES

A million times we've needed you
A million times we've cried
If love alone could've saved you
You never would have died

In life we loved you dearly
In death we love you still
In our hearts you hold a place
No one else will ever fill

It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
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